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Pisces season has begun and if it feels different this year, that’s because it is! Mercury, Saturn, and Neptune are in Pisces and Venus is preparing for her retrograde journey, which will take her from Aries back to Pisces in the near future. The Nodes of the Moon have also moved into Pisces and Virgo and they are amplifying the Piscean energy. This shift also indicates that we are fully submerged in the Pisces/Virgo eclipse series for the next fifteen months or so.


With all of the turbulence happening in the external world, it’s more important than ever for us to get still and tune into our own inner knowing. However, it’s also not healthy to put our heads in the sand. Striking a balance between staying informed and nurturing our inner world will be a key theme for the Pisces/Virgo nodal transit, especially with the square to Jupiter in Gemini.



My own North Node is in Pisces, along with my Sun, so I understand this tension between Pisces and Virgo very well. Although the lack of certainty about the future is at an all time high for many of us right now, the worst thing we can do is worry. We must have faith in a better outcome for the world, and we must imagine what that looks like to us.


I will likely be sharing more insights about the Lunar Eclipse in Virgo in the coming weeks. In the meantime, I wanted to share some of my other work with you that you may find helpful in navigating these challenging times.


Last month I had the pleasure of joining my friend and colleague Liz Muschett on her YouTube channel to talk about this change of the Nodes, and what to expect. I also share a bit about what the nodes are and the importance of their transits on our natal charts.



There has already been a lunar eclipse in Pisces in September 2024 that started the Pisces/Virgo eclipse series, but I forgot to mention it in my video with Liz. Considering it was conjunct Neptune, it’s fitting and hilarious that I totally forgot about it. I also wrote a post on this eclipse that feels very relevant for March and the upcoming Lunar Eclipse in Virgo on March 14. Click on the photo below to go to the post on my Substack page.



 

If you are looking for guidance on your personal journey, and would like to connect to talk about how the eclipses and other planetary transits are impacting you, I am available for readings. I don’t want financial challenges to prevent anyone from getting the support that they need, so just know that I am open to non-monetary compensation or trades. Email me at rae@cosmic-rae.com to schedule.

  • Feb 12
  • 5 min read

The leaders of our country are embodying the archetype of Pluto in Aquarius. Like all of us, they have realized that the systems in this country aren’t working as intended. They are breaking down the core components of our Government, dismantling it piece by piece in order to advantageously reconstruct it even more in their favor. Like Hades abducting Persephone, they are taking what they want and have no regard for those of us who actually keep our country from falling apart. They expect us to bow to their power and comply with their orders because we are rendering ourselves helpless. We are not! Who can blame them for trying when they have not been held accountable for their abuse of power up until this point? Ceres has important messages for us right now, and with her conjunction to the Sun and Mercury and opposition to the Full Moon, I am hoping to do them justice. Let’s take a look at the myth of Ceres, viewed through a modern lens.


In ancient Rome, Ceres was the goddess of agriculture and fertility modeled after Demeter, her Greek counterpart. The most well known myth of Ceres involves the kidnapping of her daughter Persephone. Ceres’ brothers, Jupiter and Pluto, conspired in the kidnapping with the aim to marry Persephone off to Pluto. Ceres first attempted to reason with her brothers but they ignored her and expected her to accept what they had done without argument. What they didn’t expect is her wrath, fury, and withdrawal from society that would result in widespread famine and death. Because she had committed her life to helping humanity with agriculture, gifting them with the skills to cultivate the land and the laws to govern the growing complexity of society, Ceres played a major role in the world at that time. Her most precious connection was with her daughter and when Persephone was snatched away, Ceres had no choice but to acknowledge the abuse of power that had been taking place.


The kidnapping of Persephone represented a loss of innocence for both Mother and Daughter. Perhaps Ceres thought that her immortality and status would protect them from the patriarchal abuse. Persephone was a young child, experiencing the loss of her innocence through sexual violence and being removed from the safety and security of her home without warning. She lost her ability to determine her future for herself and was cast into a role to play instead. They could no longer turn a blind eye to the imbalance of power. In order to move forward, Ceres had to move beyond denial and into acceptance of the abuse of power that had taken place.


After being taken to the Underworld, Persephone ate pomegranate seeds that were presented to her. She didn’t realize that eating the fruit would seal her fate of becoming the wife of Pluto. Ceres recognized that this wasn’t Persephone’s fault and she also had to learn to forgive herself, realizing that she was also a victim. Ceres encourages us to move beyond the identity of being a victim and of victim blaming. She chose to take action to preserve herself and to harm the system that was perpetuating the abuse. Ceres refused to use her gifts to support a system that only sought to further the power and grip of the patriarchy on the collective. She withdrew from society, allowing crops to die and famine to spread. Ceres refused to respect the system that violated her and deprived her of what was sacred to her. Ceres knew that when negotiating fails, it’s time to act.


Like Ceres, we must find a way to constructively channel our rage. She chose to withhold her gifts including her nurturing, fertile presence that had so effectively served the Gods that abused her and her daughter. Withdrawal allowed her to protect her self and nurture her spirit and resolve in private. Ceres had to figure out how to survive the intense grief and depression that resulted from the violation. This process of being in the pain allowed her to identify the role she played in the abuse and then forgive herself. By understanding her role, she could clearly identify the abuse beyond her control, remove herself from participating in the abusive system, and confront the abusers in a way that could not be denied. Ceres did not hide her grief or rage over the violation but she did not allow it to overwhelm her or prevent her from taking action.


As a society we are experiencing the abuse of power at the hands of a few wealthy white men. We must stop denying that this abuse is taking place and admit that we are all victims of the patriarchy. Without acceptance, there cannot be healing or a creative, life affirming result. We cannot undo the effects of this system or pretend they don’t exist. This abuse has been taking place for many years and escalating over time as it’s become more and more embedded in our society. The men that are in power now are just the current face of the abusive systems. From this myth, we learn that we must move beyond victim blaming, including any internalized blame that we have for our participation (or lack thereof) in this process of abuse. When we blame anyone other than the abuser, we are effectively colluding with them and amplifying the effects.


Many people haven’t had the luxury of denying this abuse because they experience it every single day as a result of their identity. The core of who they are is considered unacceptable and deemed “less than” from the moment they take their first breath or show their unique personality to the world. They are not strangers to the abusive nature of these systems and they have come to expect it, regardless of how much they resist or try to bring awareness to the abuse. We are conditioned by our cultures, societies, and religions to believe that some humans have more value than others. This is simply not true but many people turn a blind eye to the blatant inequity happening all around them.


It is those of us, like Ceres, that have the proximity to power that must take a stand. This is especially a call to action for white women who consistently uphold the patriarchy by refusing to acknowledge the harm perpetuated at the hand of their white husbands, fathers, brothers, friends, PRESIDENTS. We must stop denying the abuse and name it or we are complicit in it. Take your power back by withdrawing your nurturing and empathy. Consider how your own rights have been diminished, your own light snuffed out by sacrificing yourself for the benefit of this system. Speak out when you witness discrimination, inequity, or unjust behavior. Withdraw yourself from the spaces and people that seek to diminish your life force in service to this abuse of power. Refuse to spend your money at businesses that perpetuate or ignore the abusive systems. Stop being the only person in the office that cleans the kitchen. Withdraw your nurturing presence from family dynamics that do not return the support to you.


Ceres had a passion for life that empowered her to fight against anything that stood in the way of her living her desired life. She lived a life of service to humanity and found fulfillment in her relationship with her daughter. Despite her Goddess status, she did not ask for much in return for her service but when the Gods showed no respect for her, she turned her wrath towards the roots of the problem… the patriarchal world view of her family. Ceres stopped being complicit in the abuse by accepting that it was happening and by not letting it stand. How can you be more like Ceres? Use your privilege to take a stand against the corruption and in favor of a new world that can benefit all of humanity and our life giving planet. Do what you can with what you have. Every changed behavior and action matters, regardless of how small you feel in the scheme of things.




  • Dec 15, 2024
  • 3 min read

Updated: Dec 28, 2024


girl with light in the dark

The Full Moon in Gemini was exact earlier this morning at 1:01am PST at 23º of Gemini. This full moon is ruled by Mercury in Sagittarius, which is stationing direct at this time and appearing to stand still in the sky. This will likely lead us to process internally as opposed to externally with others. We may not be able to find the words to explain how we feel. It’s okay to wait on an important conversation so that you can make sure you truly know how you feel and the best way to communicate it. Get curious about your emotions and of those closest to you. Perhaps you’re ready to let the conflicts and disagreements go because they are no longer worth the energy. You can relax and decide to accept your differences with others. The mood will be lightened and you can embrace the playful energy despite all of the challenges going on in the world around us. It’s important to allow yourself to feel joy and to rejuvenate yourself so that you can have the energy to successfully manage all of the changes to come.


With the Moon in Gemini and the Sun in Sagittarius creating a dynamic t-square to Neptune, we may get the inspiration or kick in the butt that we need to full heartedly pursue our dreams. We’ve likely felt a lack of progress in recent weeks with Mercury, Jupiter, and Mars moving retrograde. As Mercury moves direct, we’ll start to gain clarity on our next steps. Slow down and listen to your heart. This is a busy time of year for many people and it is important to prioritize the people, places, and things that bring you the most joy. This aspect wants us to consider where we have lost our faith in our dreams. Do you believe that you can live the life that you want?


Vesta is providing support from her position in Libra and can help us to tune into the things that light us up inside. Are you burning yourself out because of your focus on others and what they want? Consider what would be the most meaningful way for you to spend the last two weeks of the year. Reflect back on 2024 and get inspired on how far you’ve come on your journey. Are you more in tune with your spirit and what motivates you? Or have you continued down a dead end path that has only left you with resentment? If you are facing inner resistance when you consider continuing with a certain plan, it could be because it’s no longer right for you. With Vesta trine the Moon in Gemini, your emotions will speak just as loud as your mind. Use this opportunity to determine the things in your life that need to be released in order to make room for the new challenges and excitement that 2025 has in store for you.


quote from OG mandino: I will love the light for it shows the way yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.


The Sun is also conjunct the Dwarf Planet Varda. Varda was the Lady of the Stars in the Tolkien universe and she created the stars that provided light to the elves so that they could see when they awakened. She is a symbol of light and her stars serve as a beacon of hope, divine protection, and courage. Varda symbolizes the light that resides inside all of us, no matter how dark it gets. As we start to understand our place in the universe and how our lives have been lived mostly unconsciously, we may go to a dark place of resentment and fear. Varda encourages us to find the light within, no matter how small it is right now, and to start shedding the darkness that is muffling our light.


We need to recognize where our visions for our life have become stagnant and have the courage to create a new story for our life. Releasing old dreams can feel like a death and it’s important to feel the feelings that come up and accept that change is needed. Varda speaks to our ability to create order out of chaos because she reminds us that we all have a light inside that is guiding us. Once you’ve made it through the journey of darkness, you can start amplifying your light and serve as an inspiration for others. We can choose to shine our light regardless of what is happening in the world. It becomes an act of courage to stand strong in your own light when the world around you wants you to be small and succumb to the darkness. Those that stand in their light will serve as inspiration for others who are on their journey through the dark.


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